Changed Plans

A year from Now you may wish

You had started Today

-Karen Lamb

In the last essays, I stated that I would be writing about what wellness means to me. The subject is very popular.  There are many sites on it.  There are many people claiming to be an expert on Wellness, health and well-being.  The information is vast, so the search continues.   I don’t think my definition will be a two sentence group of words.  I also stated that the new 100days project would begin in June.  I had to suspend those decisions.  The vague plans were weak and would most likely fail miserably.  Then I would be back in the spiral of apologies and pessimistic optimism.  It sounds like an oxymoron but it isn't.  That is one of many awful truths. 

The next date for the project to begin is July 1^st of course.  So in four days I will relaunch the 100days project, sans the number.   I have even contemplated

starting again at the number one.  This 100days project should be amazingly different from the others because now I am seeking the information to make my lifestyle change better. Although the reeducation is going to be tough.  Old bad habits die hard.   The posting plan is 3 times a week.  Something for the mind, spirit and body, Monday, Wednesday, Friday.  There should also be an exercise schedule and food plan.  This is where things go wrong for me.  What I plan to eat isn’t always what I eat.  What I plan to cook isn’t always what I cook.  The other people who live with me don’t always want to eat what I cook.  The overall plan is to put my foot down and adhere to the household meal plan.  We all need to change the lifestyle but we are dragging our heels. 

Another ugly truth. 

Someone said something about success coming after or because of failures.  If that is the case then there will be a time when this project will be an overwhelming success.  I keep the faith because I don’t know how else to be.  Many times I have been told to give up on the dreams that help me get through the many hard days.  I have not yet.  I don’t have it in me to give up on them or this project.  So here I again typing Wednesday July 1^st 2015 to October 19^th 2015.   Cross your fingers.

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