A year from Now you may wish
You had started Today
-Karen Lamb
This how I feel. The truly shitty part is that I
did it to myself. Despite the
title, it has been two weeks since the end of the last 100 days cycle. It was a miserable failure, my lifestyle took
a staggering fall back. My well-being is
meh. All my positive expressions are
gone. I got a bad habit lifestyle and it is hard to break. The only upside is
that I see it when it is happening.
These days, I can adjust. I know I can’t do cold turkey. I get belligerent when reminded or told about
poor health choices. It makes me, my own
worst enemy.
So I examined myself as much as I
could without cringing. Since erasing
myself and redrawing my body and house is not an option. I make a plan. I do
everything in my power to stick to that plan.
I also keep to the project going.
In November, many writers and
writer-wannabes are going to start the national novel writing month
(nanowrimo), instead of doing this I will be working on my own damn novel and
other writing projects. I will also begin the 100 days again.
I am breaking my personal writing rules.
