Funny thing happened these past 6 days or so. Family came to visit b/c the situation required it. The only bummer is that I have work most of their time here. A sib and I were talking about the 100-days project and she was actually interested. I decided to start small. One week at a time. 7days adding up to 100. New year, new plan.
Monday, January 14, 2013
Thursday, January 10, 2013
Many 100 days Past
Since I came up with the 100-days concept more than 200 days have past. I have started 6 100-days blogs, this one is actually the 7th or 8th. I have yet to reach any chosen goal. I loved the concept. I was overwhelmed with the inspiration. And I wanted joiners. The joiners were for encouragement and to maintain a positive circuit. I wanted all of us to help keep each other stay on track. Our goals did not have to be the same. We were to be the support we didn't have from others. For example, an overweight person trying to lose wight could get support from a person looking for a job and vice versa. I thought it all could be done with cell phones using texts and other messaging crap.
Obviously the plan was not thought out enough or eye-catching enough to bring ppl in. The second 100-days project was for me to show everyone how it worked by myself. I am not a self starter; I like advance monetary incentives. Therefore my plan went to down the tubes. Did I mention that I am my Own Worst Enemy?
I want to say that it won't happen again, but it will b/c I am not as driven as I should be.
Obviously the plan was not thought out enough or eye-catching enough to bring ppl in. The second 100-days project was for me to show everyone how it worked by myself. I am not a self starter; I like advance monetary incentives. Therefore my plan went to down the tubes. Did I mention that I am my Own Worst Enemy?
I want to say that it won't happen again, but it will b/c I am not as driven as I should be.
Odds and no endings
This blog was suppose to be about charting the path to positive personal change. That has not happened yet. I am working on it, forever working on. In the meanwhile, I will clear my head.
What are the things I don't like about myself. Like the large majority of this nation and first world countries, I am overweight. I don't like it but I am not going out of my way to change it either.
I am generally lazy and I don't like to suffer to much. I learned from the JC, a weight-loss company and program that to effectively lose weight you must make and follow plans on what to eat and how to work out. I found that to be very difficult. Due to my own stubbornness and the ppl around me. The more they gave me weight-loss advice and encouragement that had a faint brush of sarcasm. I got belligerent and my positive outcome went to crap. So there it is, I am my own worst enemy.
This is where I usually write a positive optimistic paragraph. In which I promise to do better and make the changes I need to make b/c I am alive dammit and able to make those changes that will benefit my life.
With that said I will either save or publish this post. I am going to publish it although it is an uneven number blog. I have a thing about odd numbers. Which is stupid b/c born on an uneven day and year but even month.
I usually save my post waiting for a better ending to come from thin air. It never happens and my poor post become out-dated, for me. I eventually delete them.
What are the things I don't like about myself. Like the large majority of this nation and first world countries, I am overweight. I don't like it but I am not going out of my way to change it either.
I am generally lazy and I don't like to suffer to much. I learned from the JC, a weight-loss company and program that to effectively lose weight you must make and follow plans on what to eat and how to work out. I found that to be very difficult. Due to my own stubbornness and the ppl around me. The more they gave me weight-loss advice and encouragement that had a faint brush of sarcasm. I got belligerent and my positive outcome went to crap. So there it is, I am my own worst enemy.
This is where I usually write a positive optimistic paragraph. In which I promise to do better and make the changes I need to make b/c I am alive dammit and able to make those changes that will benefit my life.
With that said I will either save or publish this post. I am going to publish it although it is an uneven number blog. I have a thing about odd numbers. Which is stupid b/c born on an uneven day and year but even month.
I usually save my post waiting for a better ending to come from thin air. It never happens and my poor post become out-dated, for me. I eventually delete them.
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