Thursday, January 10, 2013

Odds and no endings

This blog was suppose to be about charting the path to positive personal change.  That has not happened yet.  I am working on it, forever working on.  In the meanwhile, I will clear my head.

What are the things I don't like about myself.  Like the large majority of this nation and first world countries, I am overweight.  I don't like it but I am not going out of my way to change it either. 
I am generally lazy and I don't like to suffer to much.   I learned from the JC, a weight-loss company and program that to effectively lose weight you must make and follow plans on what to eat and how to work out.   I found that to be very difficult.  Due to my own stubbornness and the ppl around me.  The more they gave me weight-loss advice and encouragement that had a faint brush of sarcasm.  I got belligerent and my positive outcome went to crap.  So there it is, I am my own worst enemy. 

This is where I usually write a positive optimistic paragraph.  In which I promise to do better and make the changes I need to make b/c I am alive dammit and able to make those changes that will benefit my life. 
With that said I will either save or publish this post.  I am going to publish it although it is an uneven number blog.  I have a thing about odd numbers.  Which is stupid b/c born on an uneven day and year but even month. 

I usually save my post waiting for a better ending to come from thin air.  It never happens and my poor post become out-dated, for me.  I eventually delete them. 


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