This blog was about the struggle with improving myself. I wanted to present the problem, whine about the tasks, complete them, wonder about the results and baskin the accolades of achievement. My biggest mistake was realizing I suck at self motivation. One of my major bad habits and well being is my weight. I am over 200 lbs and under 5 feet. There fore I resemble round things. I would like to say a butter ball but that is not exactly true. I have 4 sizes of jeans and a shit load of clothes I don't wear b/c they doesn't fit me. I am frustrated by every picture I take.
Here are some of the things I know about myself:
Thing #1 - not a self motivator.
Thing #2 - always thought of self as fat
Thing #3 - If given a choice, prefers a nocturnal lifestyle.
Thing #4 - not a vampire,
Thing #5- weight is effecting wellness
Thing #6 - wellness effects work
Thing #7 - Well-being needs a overhaul.
All these things make my life difficult. Most are fixable and one is make-believe. 8 days in the 100 days challenge and no significant change. I got stuck. This post was suppose to be more inspirational than the whine fest it is becoming. This is why I should write post out before typing online. This might be the last blog I do this too. I just had to post something here and I needed to be truthful and funny.
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