I am so off track. It has happen again. I have left the 100 days project. I have my reasons of course, but the main cause is that I don't work these things out fully. I bitch about no change and make no efforts to make these changes. I hate facing the truth and I hate being failure. Dang, Dang, Dang!!! When I started this project, it was suppose to be about weight loss and writing my novel. : (
I didn't get far. Some days I was good but most days I was bad. Sometimes I questioned my resolve. Sometimes I put myself in a negative thought pattern. I know what is good for me, why can't I act on it.
I am tired of being sorry. I just what to deal with what is happening. Believe it world there is a lot of shit happening. The world wants to go to hell with gasoline draws and I can't fix my personal life. This week I was able to post on my blogs. Next week I might not remember them until the following week, I also want to post an ezine sometime this year. Before someone else gets the epiphany and succeeds.
