Dang!!!!

I am so off track.  It has happen again. I have left the 100 days project. I have my reasons of course, but the main cause is that I don't work these things out fully.  I bitch about no change and make no efforts to make these changes.  I hate facing the truth and I hate being failure.  Dang, Dang, Dang!!!  When I started this project,  it was suppose to be about weight loss and writing my novel.   : (

I didn't get far.  Some days I was good but most days I was bad.  Sometimes I questioned my resolve. Sometimes I put myself in a negative thought pattern.  I know what is good for me, why can't I act on it.

I am tired of being sorry.  I just what to deal with what is happening.  Believe it world there is a lot of shit happening.   The world wants to go to hell with gasoline draws and I can't fix my personal life.    This week  I was able to post on my blogs. Next week I might not remember them until the following week,  I also want to post an ezine sometime this year. Before someone else gets the epiphany and succeeds.