Short but is it cute?

To answer my title question no. Not cute at all.  I am at the moment deliberating about my weight gain. Being told by some that I look like I am sliming down some days and others I should say moo. 
Today is a moo day for me and I don't like it but at a loss at how to make it un-cow.  To tell the truth sometimes feeling like cow works for me. Cows care about their calves and eating. I have one kid and sometimes puting out the effort to be less cow and more person is a lot. It also doesn't help that I am single.

100 days 4ever

If this keeps up, I will be doing the 100-days 100. I have yet to complete the 100 day goal. I should be more depressed but I'm not just frustrated with my procrastination.
While contemplating what I am doing with my life and my choices, I realized I have FUBAR'd more than I have achieved.  I am in 6 feet of debt and since I am only 4'11" I see no way out before I am 80.
I want to be happy and optimistic about this shit and usually I have the mind set anything can happen as long as you are alive.  Change can happen.  But I was deep in my depression cup when I started this blog.  Nothing seemed like it would change and be good.  Not much improvement has happened either.  I just don't feel like total crap anymore.  How is that for optimism.

IDK

I am posting because I want to. I lost track and I don't know where I am in the 100 -days. I should be pissed but I am cool with it. Other serious things happened, it made keeping track useless. But since I know the days are not done. I will try to do better and get myself goal orientated.  Xxoo