If this keeps up, I will be doing the 100-days 100. I have yet to complete the 100 day goal. I should be more depressed but I'm not just frustrated with my procrastination.
While contemplating what I am doing with my life and my choices, I realized I have FUBAR'd more than I have achieved. I am in 6 feet of debt and since I am only 4'11" I see no way out before I am 80.
I want to be happy and optimistic about this shit and usually I have the mind set anything can happen as long as you are alive. Change can happen. But I was deep in my depression cup when I started this blog. Nothing seemed like it would change and be good. Not much improvement has happened either. I just don't feel like total crap anymore. How is that for optimism.
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