8 Days In

This blog was about the struggle with improving myself. I wanted to present the problem, whine about the tasks, complete them, wonder about the results and baskin the accolades of achievement.  My biggest mistake was realizing I suck at self motivation.  One of my major bad habits and well being is my weight.  I am over 200 lbs and under 5 feet.  There fore I resemble round things.  I would like to say a butter ball but that is not exactly true.  I have 4 sizes of jeans and  a shit load of clothes I don't wear b/c they doesn't fit me. I am frustrated by every picture I take.
Here are some of the things I know about myself:

Thing #1 - not a self motivator.
Thing #2 - always thought of self as fat
Thing #3 - If given a choice, prefers a nocturnal lifestyle.
Thing #4 - not a vampire,
Thing #5- weight is effecting wellness
Thing #6 - wellness effects work
Thing #7 - Well-being needs a overhaul.

All these things make my life difficult.  Most are fixable and one is make-believe.  8 days in the 100 days challenge and no significant change.  I got stuck.  This post was suppose to be more inspirational  than the whine fest it is becoming.  This is why I should write post out before typing online.  This might be the last blog I do this too.   I just had to post something here and I needed to be truthful and funny.

Killed before it's time

I decided to evaluate the 100 days project and start it up again Jan. 1.  There will be changes if I keep to my goals.  So I will need to plan things out like an adult.  This reads crazy but I need to make this blog better.  I know I can do it,  If I am given the chance to work.

It is back

I started 100 days again.  Sometime in January I should be pounds lighter and more organized.  I have a lot of things I need to do and I will work on getting them all done.  I found myself in another slump again.  I hate when that happens.  I am already on Day 13.  I haven't made  big changes yet but I have the plans.   Keep optimistic.  Keep working. These are the things I keep telling myself.