Hey y'all after some consulting with my fatty calender. I realized the 100 day project VI had ended. The result was nothing was accomplished. I bitched and whined about everything else. Truth is I didn't stay motivated and I didn't keep to the plan. The naked truth was I had no plan. I just wanted to try different "healthy things" and hope I was getting better. I tried to start a support group within family it did not work. I got discouraged, then lazy.
Realizations
I now know that I have to have a plan and I have to keep it. I need to make it flexible but that does not mean forget all together.
I need to use the things I bought (a reformer, excercise tape, workout journal) to become healthy. I need to incorporate good changes in my life, with the same ease I accepted the bad. I need to find a way to sleep 8 hours every night instead of the 10 or 12 binge sleeps I do after staying up 1 or 2 days.
I need to remind myself of that shit everyday for the next three months. I need to make and keep major decisions.
The first decision is that I need to rename the 100 days blog. If possible it will just be 100 days projects - create, inspire, achieve: do better or bust. I will tag or label which project numeral it is from now on. I want this to work. I need this to work. This is happening at the first laptop I get to.
So this is goodbye.
VI was a good one; II-V were heart and head aches. I completely forgot about 100 days project I. I will close this blog. To create a new one with improved objectives. I had no clue if this was read or not but I am glad I put the effort out there to have it.
Peace
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