Guilt

Again I have failed at this 100 days thing.  I apologize to my non  readers. I am also disgusted with myself.  I have no self discipline to stay on track.  It is terrible to realize that about yourself.  I have been neglecting this blogs because I had no structure and nothing interesting to write.  I also don't even know if this blog is public or what.  I am clueless at running a successful blog and I stupidly want to start an ezine.  

Okay enough of the whine fest.  I would like to say that I am giving this blog a breather.
But I think I have done that enough.  The pro is that I have identified my problems, the cons I have not found an effective way of dealing with them.  So I backslide a lot.  The only thing I have been consistent with is the 1k campaign on twitter.   I gave the campaign until September, in just four months I will stop asking for followers and I think I might link it to my blogs.  I just haven't figured out which one will do it.  I might just link all of them b/c I am that kind of paranoid.  If I am lucky eventually I will find my way.  I am going to be 39 this year. By next year if the world has not gone crazier, I want to say something better when I am 40.